Pull the curtains back and see Remember how we once were one The lark and laughter leaves you lost When you think of what you've done Across horizons less than sweet You wonder "why me?" as you stare At random futures bleak and barren From mistakes you can't repair Again you bend on callused knee Forgiveness once came easily But now I tire of empty speech My warm embrace is out of reach Don't look for me, you will not find The tender love you left behind I left you for those other places Framed in strangers' haunted faces No one made you push me out You kept the door closed as I waited The love you threw away was real You made the choice; it wasn't fated For every time that you have lied My trust has died without a trace For every tear that you have cried Many more fell down my face Again you bend on callused knee Forgiveness once came easily But now I tire of empty speech My warm embrace is out of reach In the dark, behind closed doors The places where I used to be You live alone regardless of How many bodies you might see Alone and cold without my kiss No arms to hold you while in pain This is the life you thought you wanted No umbrella for the rain Don't look for me, you will not find The tender love you left behind I left you for those other places Framed in strangers' haunted faces